You've Changed My Life

Life was falling, my vision was crumbling

All my hopes withered and the winds were rumbling

Nothing left for me but to move stones that were crumbling

And dress as a fool

So unusual, my dreams flash in a pan

Vigor has been lost in the wind, hope became just a word

My best friend and worst enemy hitchhiking with Henry Ford

The stars were too up high, they had to be abandoned

After I loved and lost

After I moved to this eerie quiet town

But you changed my life
In my time of strife, you gave me a new mind

I sat alone for months crying

The doors were open, the exits were many

Which one should I take I didn't know

Love was something that only brought tears

No foundation was worth what was set upon it

Given up the chase, given up finding her too

None of them seemed worth the effort to me

All what was left was petty sex

Whenever I got it and it made me lonely

But you changed my life
In my time of strife, under overcast skies

No ghosts haunted me but my own

In my own head and of a past lover

Left me in tears, broken, self-loathing and afraid

Who would accept me wasn't yet born I said

Cried remembering how desperate everything was

How hard it was to put up a smile and choose to be happy

But I chose it out of lack of any other choice

Nothing in life is for free

But you changed my life
In my time of need, you made heart bleed

Then you came, into my life

Outta nowhere

Your smile curing all that ails

As if I never cried as if I never knew despair

I got drunk into your love

Knowing it will grow as we grow

Can't stop myself from wanting more

More Time with you

 Is all I'll ever want

Since you changed my life
From silver and gold into what no man can hold

But I'm still broken

Moving on and growing doesn't hide the scars

Broken promises

Finding easy to love but hard to trust

I feel threatened so I shut myself

And hurt those who are around

Yet you are still there, in my heart

With my favorite picture of you

With your smile so sweet and tender

It is almost as if I was just born yesterday

No scars and no broken heart

As if I were a new-born, born just for you

Just you…

You changed my life
In my time of strife, you gave me a new mind

The Fool Within

When you can't move forward and there is nothing left to go back to.
When you'd rather be anywhere but home and you ain't got a home in this world no more.
When a minute of sunshine is superseded by days of thunderstorm.
And when your thoughts are fleeing and your ideas are broken.
And when things fall apart before the foundation is laid down.
And your wings are torn off and thrown for the beasts to eat.
And those beasts are nothing but your inner thoughts and demons.

When you have been deceived by the fool within.
You thought he was righteous but he was vain.
When your worst enemy and best friend is one and the same.
When your head tells you it is time to make a change but your heart tells you I will stay behind a while.
And when what isn't right isn't wrong and beer won't get to quench off your thirst.
And there is no drug in the land that can make things better.
And when everything you've known to be true has been proven wrong.

When you have a dream that you can't explain.
And every word you utter, every letter your write fails to express how you feel.
When your thoughts can't be put into words, your words can't be put into sentences and your thoughts are left meaningless to you as well.
When you meet your accuser face to face in the rain.
And all you see is you.

If only I had the ability to express how I truly feel.
Instead of having everything I say or write misinterpreted.
Maybe finally they will know me for who I am.
Maybe finally they can see why I'm always far off and out of sight.
Why should I talk when every word I say is held against me?
Why should I try to express how I feel when it will only be misinterpreted.
Why should be open and sincere when everyone else is fake?

I Have No Government

No really I don't. My government is shutdown :\

The Alternative Theory Of Creation

In the beginning God created men in his own image and likeness, and they were all gay, for God was a gay man who wore muscle shirts, nut hugger shorts and spoke with a mighty lisp. The men were happy and they were gay, The Lord looked down on his men being all gay and jolly and thought all was good. God created men and they were manly and gay, happy, peaceful, no wars, no pain, no suffering and no fear. And above all no women for women weren't invented, with their soul sucking nagging and preaching and their emotions and their periods and their menopauses and their illogicalness and how they torture and toy with men's feelings and emotions.


God created men, god did not create gods. Men were created in God's own image and likeness but they weren't immortal nor omnipotent. Men were susceptible to the elements. They age and grow weak and tired, they get sick or injured and die off. They are susceptible to death by falling. The Great shopping kart down Mt. Everest incident took many lives as many many men attempted it. God looked down with dismay knowing that he must act soon, as sweet and as manly as things were. Men were not reproducing.


The Lord needed a replacement mechanism and so he created women and their role was just for procreation, to create more men, women were created, nothing more and nothing less. Women were created from the carcasses of dead men, the Great shopping kart down Mt. Everest incident provided many suitable bodies to be made into women. Some women though, suffering from penis-envy, started hating men and becoming lesbians in direct violation of the role God bestowed on them, i.e. producing men such that gay men can be continue to prosper. This angered God very much, and God punished women by making them weak and feeble.


Men soon forgot why god created them, i.e. to be gay, and started pursuing women instead, leading to jealousy, envy, hatred, war, disease and destruction. This angered The Lord very much women soon began producing more women in addition to men, and ever since men knew nothing but pain and suffering and yet instead of fighting the true enemy and fulfilling god's will for them, that's to be gay, through religion women brainwashed men to be their servants under the guise of being married.


Through religion, women and many feeble minded men, made the natural order of men being gay unnatural, and the unnatural, i.e. the gross mixing of the sexes beyond the purpose of producing more men, as natural. Women controlled all levels of society through feeble men. Men were the facade, and men were made to believe they were in control, when in fact women were controlling men like sock puppets. Executing their never-ending revenge on men due to penis-envy.